a knife ive been holding by the blade
Feb. 27th, 2025 09:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
prvt_tuckerive been listening to “dying on the inside” on repeat and probably driving Zak insane but music is my therapy and both him and Kai called me tf out on the YouTube nonsense so.
I told on myself about that unintentionally so I can’t get away with that anymore
I’m starting on step work again for the anorexia and it’s becoming more automatic to make better choices which is progress in & of itself but the manic depression is definitely still being manic and I can tell from the impulsive decisions I’ve had to stop myself from doing
It’s astounding how much my own worst enemy is….well, me
Choose your fighter and it’s my own brain lmao
I told on myself about that unintentionally so I can’t get away with that anymore
I’m starting on step work again for the anorexia and it’s becoming more automatic to make better choices which is progress in & of itself but the manic depression is definitely still being manic and I can tell from the impulsive decisions I’ve had to stop myself from doing
It’s astounding how much my own worst enemy is….well, me
Choose your fighter and it’s my own brain lmao
